Perhaps its because I refuse to change myself for someone. At that point I'd assume I'd be fooling myself and everything I strived for up in till now would all have been for not. It really does suck to be a guy you know especailly one that is consious of his inner workings. Wow how scary that I have emotions where others only think with there flippin dick and thats it. Not saying thats what all guys stand for either because I have met others who have my background specs or have different beliefs from the norms of society. It's just that ugly notion that I find so dissapointing. Is that how I will be veiwed by any other female I meet? As the creepy guy who has these sick perverted notions or will I be viewed as this fat monster whom no one whats to get to know because my appearence is appauling or perhaps I am a joke and thats all I am to anyone. A big fat joke for anyone to look at. Yes laugh at the clown. HAHAHAHAHA!
This really sucks... I shouldn't be talking like this at all... Whom am I to speck. No one wants a man such as myself. Its plain and simple this century shows no promise for my thinking ,but truelly offers for others the benefits without question. I am a dying breed after all because were getting more and more mongrel behaved men then gentlemen after all. Perhaps its time for me to go quietly and be alone for the remainder of my years no matter how much this pain in my heart throbs for the notion that there is someone out there for me... I bet at the age 50 is when I'd find that person... Hopeless thinking...








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~Everyone's rotting on the inside.~
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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~Everyone's rotting on the inside.~
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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~May life bring you love, light, peace and wisdom!~
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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~May life bring you love, light, peace and wisdom!~
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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~Everyone's rotting on the inside.~
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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~Everyone's rotting on the inside.~
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I am who I am and that is all I will ever be
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~Everyone's rotting on the inside.~
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~Everyone's rotting on the inside.~
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